Strategy

I want you.


I want you,
But I'm not very good at this game
And my mind is filled
With where I went wrong;
What I should have said;
What I didn't do.

And the analyses never end,
Because no matter what I think,
I have so little to go on
From YOU.
I can't be sure of anything
Until you tell me
what's on your mind.
But I won't get that for now
And the truth is
I don't know if I can handle

Not knowing what you want.
Even while knowing I want you.
Even while others want me
Even while I do to them
What you've been doing to me.

And I don't know you, really;
Figuring you out is impossible.
So resigning myself to waiting
Is my only strategy.